getting lost in reading

Okay, so I decided to post two days in a row because today was meaningful. It made me change the banner of my layout, too =]

Well, I went to Borders before work and I completely got lost in the "magic" of books. I now honestly can say that I will not have a problem spending entire days in libraries or bookstores. There was just so much to read, I just wanted to read everything. I looked at so many art books and they made me smile..and I also looked at girlosophy books and wow, they really changed my outlook on a lot of things. Haha, and I went there to read the books for school, but that so did not happen. Oh, I also read a book on the EuroRail travel..we have so many countries to visit. So I am definitely going to Borders more often now, not to mention other bookstores.

Creativity is a wonderful thing. Everyone has it, but not everyone uses it. So use it, people! Ahhh, I cannot wait to start on my scrapbook. It will be the most meaningful one yet. My two others are okay, but I really want to put everything in my third one. And I was bored, so I made a to-do list (yes, again), of what I needed to do before I start. I need a LOT of supplies. My old ones are..well, old.

another year older.

well, let's get maintenance out of the way. I added new modules//be sure to click on the one campaign link and sign up please =] and I'm going to add a new hayden christensen layout, but it will probably go on my xanga.
So my 17th birthday was yesterday. thanks to everyone who called and gave me presents..it was all too sweet and too nice for words. I love it how just for one day, a single person can experience so much love and they don't have to feel selfish about it (: My brother also took me to see Star Wars//Episode III again on Saturday. It was even better the second time around. Ahhh, I love Hayden Christensen toooooo much. haha, I'm sounding like a little kid, so sorry!
Anyways, I went on a mini shopping spree for my birthday present and also had time to purchase an unread Roald Dahl book..yay. One Hundred Years of Solitude was getting a little boring.
I know I said that something was missing, but that space is starting to fade a little. I thought I needed something physical, but I think I am content with my friends around. I love you guys so much. <3
and I am going to start working on that list of things to do. if you guys have any good ideas of what to add, please tell me.

p.s. I have currently gone icon crazy..again. triv, hope you like some of these! I decided to share my favorite ones with you. mind you, I am not talented enough to make these, but I am going to start.












haha, that's enough for now.

edit//okay, here are a couple for you Triveni. Sorry, they suck..I'm a beginner at this, so give me time =] And it was hard to find good pictures of him, so if you have any send them to me. I also didn't know what to write on them, so tell me that also.

passing me by

I feel as if I'm wasting my time, even though it's time to relax and enjoy myself. I like the feeling of contentment without feeling guilty from not studying..but I feel as though the good years of my life is just passing me by. I mean, I could be doing so many other exciting things right now, but I am just sitting here. So last night I couldn't sleep again, so I made a list of things I have to do/see/visit before I die. Things are going to be added to the list constantly, so this is no way a final thing. And it's not listed in any particular order.
-Visit Europe//all of it
-Visit a planetarium
-Lay down on an open field and look at the stars
-Sip hot chocolate outside in the middle of winter
-Really dance in the rain
-Fly in a hot air balloon
-Visit the Amazon Rain Forest//this has been one of my goals since the fifth grade.
-Visit remains of the Titanic
-Help AIDS victims in Africa//my passion since forever.
-Go to Hollywood and audition for something random =)
-Go to a library and read all day
-Swim with dolphins
-Go to the moon//I can dream, can't I? (:
-Order room service all day at a hotel
-Visit an art museum and look at art until museum closes
-Visit Egypt and study mummies, ancient ruins, and pyramids//another one of my passions since forever
-Go to NBA finals/championship/all-star games
-Go to a Superbowl
-Go to a World Series game
-Attend a masquerade//preferably in Italy :)
-Somehow face my fear of heights
-Stay up all night and watch the sunrise
-Watch the sunset on the beach
-Go out at 3 am--I got this idea from Rohini's profile (:

*sigh*..I feel like we should be living out our grand adventures now. Avec mes cocos. =)

edit//today I found a box of my old stuff from elementary school, even an old journal that I lost track of. All those mementos really sent this feeling of nostalgia through me. Life used to be a lot simpler in those days.
I think I will stick all the things I found in my scrapbook..which I will be starting in July after I get all my pictures developed and supplies. I can't wait.

Okay, that's about all for now. Leave me love notes!

First Blog..kind of

Hello loves. So I finally got one of these blogger things..I think I might like xanga a little better (: But once I get the hang of designing with blogger, I think I will love it. But for now, the layout will stay simple..hope you guys like.
Anyways, I don't really know what to write, so I will just say what's on my mind right now.
I am loving summer so far..but there is something missing. I don't know how to explain this feeling, but there is. Like an empty space that can't be filled right now. I don't know. I miss seeing everyone. So there shall be a party! Haha, so keep your calendar open during the last week of June. I'm not sure of the date yet, but I will let you all know. Alright, so I guess that's it.
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